Celestial Fire

There was a time when I thought I knew who I was, how things worked in the world, and what I wanted to do with my life.  Looking back now,  I have to laugh because everything seemed so simple.  We are born, get a little older, and then start school.  We then spend  the majority of our lives in school and /or working in attempt to save enough money and accumulate enough stuff to keep us happy.  Somewhere in the mix we’re supposed to get married, raise a family and with a little luck retire with enough, and then live out our golden years happy before passing on.  These are all things that raced through my head starting at a young age, but I’m going to be honest with you, even though that’s what everyone seemed to be doing it never felt right to me.

I didn’t know what it was and I wouldn’t  know for years to come.  I spent the majority of childhood daydreaming and hiding in the comfort of my house glued to some sort of electronic device.  I was also obsessed with time and learned to read a clock before the age of four.  I wasn’t a fan of people, because I would always feel subtle vibrations from them, and when there were lots of people around it would overwhelm me.  I much rather preferred the company of animals and although many people viewed them as “just an animal” I always suspected there was so much more there that we had yet to realize.

My dreams seemed more real to me then when I was awake.  In my dreams I was free and was often exploring other worlds,  flying, and communicating with other people who looked different from the ones I interacted with when I was awake.  As I got older I supposed my “weirdness” increased especially when I attempted to “act normal” or trying  to enjoy what other kids my age were enjoying.  To this day I have trouble watching sports, never mind trying to sit though a sporting event in person.

In my teens things started to get even stranger.  Every now and again I would get a sudden burst on energy shooting up and down by back when I saw certain things, or happened to be around certain objects.  I remember one of the first times it happened.  It was 1997 and I was home watching Nickelodeon when an advertisement for   “The Journey Of Allen Strange” shot out of the TV.  The amount of tingles that went up my back took my breath away.  Strangely enough, or perhaps maybe not so strangely enough, the same thing would happen sometimes when I watched shows like Star Trek, Star Wars, and Animorphs.  The strongest sensations would occur when I saw shows like Allen Strange & Roswell, or when I would be waking in a store and passed the sections on spirituality and UFOs.

As all of this was going on, I was also going through  a period of reoccurring anxiety and depression. This  eventually resulted in me turning to medication, in an attempt to make myself feel better.  Paxil was the drug of choice, and for almost 8 years I took a little pill every morning hoping it would solve all my issues.  The only thing it successfully did was probably make me numb,  it helped with the anxiety I thought, but perhaps it was my belief in the medication that actually did that.  During the time I was medicated I lost interest many things, including my odd experiences.

When I was between the ages of 22 and 23, I decided to stop taking the medication and started to be weaned of the drug.  Once the drug was out of my system, I started having very odd experiences again but the intensity was much higher.  At one point I thought to myself, that maybe it was a bad idea that I went off the medication, and perhaps I needed something else.  That night I had a dream where a man came to me dressed as a doctor, and told me that there was nothing wrong with me and to stay off the medications.

Shortly after the dream I started having out of body experiences, and seemed to end up places that were amazing and very real, the people there glowed and didn’t age.  Some of them had such amazing auras they didn’t look like people did on earth, for example I noticed at one point that there ears were a little more pointy.  They had remarkable mental control and often welcomed be back, and would ask how things are going on the planet.  I have to be honest I felt much more at home with them, there was such a familiar feeling, and  I felt I could talk about anything I wanted to without worry of being judged or analyzed in some cold emotionless way.

I often day dreamed about my experiences and wanted more then anything to go spend more time in these places.  I didn’t understand fully understand what was going on, who I was or why I was having these experiences.  One morning I awoke to a hear what appeared to be a women’s voice talking to me in my head, she said “It is Important for you to remember who you are.  You are not from here.”  Different author’s works had been finding  there way into my life some of which where;  Dolores Cannon, David Wilcock, Michael Newton, David Icke, as well as many more.

Between the experiences and the literature, that had a funny way of being found just at the right moments, I began to realize why I wouldn’t spend more time in those places I wanted to stay in.  I began to remember that a soul specializes after it reaches a certain point, and one of the service to others  paths was to go to different planets and help out in various ways.  It was one of those moments, when you realize everything that was in your life, was designed to get your attention.

The most recent piece of literature I purchased was a short book called “Where Are You Really From” .  It was a book that describes the origin of a soul related to some of the inhabited areas of the galaxy.  I read the book in a single day, and instead of listening to my logical mind I tried listen to my soul.  When I got to section on the Pleiades I once again got that strong tingling sensation up my back.   It was as if the Name called to me and I suppose the rest is history.

So what does this all mean… well it means a lot for me and I have to decided to create this blog to focus on what we can expect to see play out on the planet in the not so distant future.  I  will only be focusing on positive things here, I’ve had blogs in the past that focused on both positive and negative things and I will always communicate about such topics  freely in person of via Email.  However, I want this blog to be committed to the positive vibrations the planet and humanity needs to heal and ascend and join the rest of the galaxy in friendship and love.

Over the next couple days I will be adding sections to this blog and doing some housekeeping be sure to stop back often.